5 things my baby taught me

1. I am not as patience as i thought 
i always thought i'm a patience people i love teaching sunday school and my web design student, i love playing with babies and kids before i delivered Chloe. So i think i can handle my own kid pretty well but reality is NOT especially when you have face her 24/7 you just can't run anywhere. Its amaze that she is this young but already testing my patience, i got irritated when she couldn't focus on finish her feed, couldn't fall asleep and keep wanting to play when it's nap or bedtime, angry when she wasting her solid eating half way and request to get out of the high chair, waking out numerous time in the middle of the night! i wonder how other mummies make it but i almost went crazy a few times. Then i come to think how my mum go through this for 4 freaking times because she had 4 children and how others went thru it! of course whenever she smile at you ask for hug and make you feel you're her everything all the anger and frustration gone..i guess rising a child Patience is the eye and everything. Be grateful for every little thing, even the tantrums, because everything and every day is a blessing from God.

2. There's no right answer 
Really! no right answer. Everyone will give you their advise according to their own experience or books they read. All i have is my mother instinct and survey thru reading books and article. i don't believe in superstitious thingy like baby shouldn't wear shoe before they learn to walk to me it's nonsense i love buying shoe and baby look very cute in them, or a walker helps baby to learn to walk faster or just feed baby porridge that's what she need yadaa yadaah..

3. Meaning of unconditional love
Motherhood has taught me so much love that I never knew I was capable of. It has taught me how to be selfless and always put her need before me.

4. I married the right guy
He is always there for us, someone i always look out for whenever i'm tired physically and mentally. He never judge me but give me full support and always stand by me, he is my husband. Without such a hand on husband i'm not sure how messy and busy my life as a mother can be, he help to bathe baby, change nappy, volunteer to take care of her alone and book a massage session for to relax, trying his best to give us the best he could! Really what can i ask for rather than Thanking God for such a huge blessing He provide me.

5 Enjoy the moment 
Kids change and will change so don’t worry too much about it what i constantly remind myself, baby is going to outgrowth everything she have it now so ENJOY the moments when she is a baby give her cuddles, hugs as much you can.

Hair Fix @ number76, Bangsar

Finally a proper hair fix after pregnancy and deliver!
the kiasu me went booking for a slot last October then another booking on November for husband!
coz i know Chinese new year is normally the peak period all slot sure fully booked! 
i'm back to my stylist whom i stick with for 2 years plus - Calvin at bangsar branch
he always know what i want for my hair so i got no worries when my precious hair is in his hand..
speaking of my 'precious' hair they are really precious to me now coz i loss bunch of them each day after baby turn 4 months! i remember my brother in law once warn me that after baby start smiling at you that's the time when you start dropping hair..omg so true ok! those smiles make the hair loss all worthy though..just that i'm worry do i even have that much of hair to drop 
okie back to my last visit at number 76 bangsar
i want to cut my hair short other than post-natal hair fall another reason of me losing hair is my baby keep pulling my long hair! it's so painful and heartpain at the same time! already balding this and baby is making the situation worst..
so short hair may solve my problem, and treatment! a lot of treatment! i didn't have any once i got pregnant till almost six month baby i miss ultra sonic treatment so much!
in conclusion i just miss good hair day..
so Calvin suggest their signature ultrasonic treatment to repair my current hair condition together with Shiseido Adenovital Scalp Treatment to solve that works to boost hair generation and combat hair loss
Calvin give me a hair cut as i requested it to be short! also a "air" bang..haha old already must act yige young! 
it was 2 hour long hair pampering session that i really need, Thanks Calvin! he always know how to fix my hair no matter how bad it is! 
 can't wait to be back for a hair color change! 
check out previous experience at number 76 here

oh ootd how much have i missed you!
peplum blouse - Pomelo | white short- taobao | flat- ASOS | bag- 3.1 Phillip Lim
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Another 5 days to 6 month

our pride and joy is going to be 6 month in another 5 days! this half a year are amazing! up and downs with so much fun watching her grow and learning things so fast make us worry we might be missing days of her when her baby'ish, she was less mobile and depend on us ..well i guess there's what parents come across
just prayed that you grow well in God's path and words..
stay happy and continue bring joy to people around us